Meh

i thought i lost you
as a bird in the park
i thought i had you
as we were star seeking
i thought you would be mine
when you said you were falling
i thought i was getting closer
but you were pushing me away
i told you
they're are two of you
one mine
one hers
mine is better but
you're more hers
its like property
unless you're with me
lying to me
cause when we hang out
you lie
and you subconsciously
flirt,
don't deny it.
i cant even think about
anyone else
when you're sitting beside me
even though I'm the one
telling you its wrong
i wish i would have just
kissed you
when you were leaning in
instead of turning my head
in the other direction
and failing to be there
instead i took your hand
and said
"lets go to the park"
but it was cold
so we went back to your
girlfriend