youre not a strong memory

yet i remember you so well

i dont want to remember

yet the taste lingers

and speach still

rings in my ears

sometimes drowning out

others peoples views on you

and only leaving mine

and although my anger towards you

has seemed to have faded

it hasnt

it is just the love overpowering it

and the joke playing

more tricks on me

its just the air that surrounds me

reminds me of your arms

and my feet that hold me

feels like your hands

grasping me

and pulling me in

deeper and deeper into

who you are

and now...

without me

boys are so stupid

especially you

and your games

that you like to fool me with

I see you when you hide

and i hate that i want to seek

but if i dont find you

no one else will

because we both know that she will cry

and make you follow her instead

i know you can take care of her

but what happens when you get hurt?

Look, i get it

and i didnt come crawling to you

like a little bitch

because i know that wouldnt have worked

because if i thought it would

baby, you'd be mine

but the truth is

i hate who youve become

and look what youve done

youve broken down a strong girl

i thought i was stronger but you managed

to tear apart my world with a simple

"i love you from here

to the moon

and forever"

i let my guard down

and you took control

I hate that those words have so much power

its terrible